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There’s days that I wish you were with me instead….everything was better and we didn’t fight…I’m not okay..you know that…I don’t deserve this. I deserve you…nights like I drink, I wish you were taking care of me.

thediaryofthewallflower:

Do to think of me when you’re out? When you’re drunk? When you’re sober? When you’re alone? Do you ever just think of me? Because I always think of you

Hospital

4 days of no stress and no thoughts. 4 days of well needed sleep. Also, 4 days of medication. I realized that the only time I got the sleep I needed was back when I was on the mental floor of the hospital. I woke up with no thoughts, stress free, and I was on medication.

Now, no matter how much sleep I get, it is never enough. I am also beyond stress, and my thoughts are negative again…

I’m worried…

Michigan…where your dad lives…well, I’m glad you finally found the girl who makes you happy…and who completes you. I just hope she takes care of you.

Numb..

I need to stop thinking about you…I need to stop looking on her Facebook and seeing if you guys broke up..I need to stop missing you. You deserve to be happy and so do I. I miss you terribly and I will always love you. You have my heart but I need it back..it hurts so much to wait or to miss you. You got what you wanted, you got me to suffer…I’m suffering and so are the people around me..enough. I don’t want to hurt anymore because I don’t know how long I can hold on. I have to let you go. I have to block her. I have to stop missing you and I have to stop thinking of you…I have to be numb. I have to be strong…

"I miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly."
-Kafka, Franz. 
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Promise…

You promised to be together.
You promised to be honest.
You promised to be trustworthy.
You promised to always listen.
You promised to never leave her.
You promised to support her.
You promised to be the shoulder she cries on.
You promised to give your whole heart.
You promised to wait.
You promised to love her.
You promised to make her laugh.
You promised to never make her cry.
You promised to never hurt her.
You promised to be her always.
…you promised to be her forever.


——you gave her a promise ring like you gave me and you gave those promises to her like you gave them to me…——

…water works

I don’t know how i can still lay here and cry? I can still feel every break in my heart. I can still hear every word that was said when it was all over. I still feel the pain that was caused when you said “…not this time!” Why? Why do I still cry? Why do I feel so alone? Why do I think of you? Hell, why do I still miss you?

sinfullyxyours:

Have you ever loved someone so much you can feel a physical pain in your heart? Like the pain of losing them now is too much to handle?

The Best Of Me Official Trailer #1 (2014) - James…:


What if the love you never forgot, found you again?